this was a very blessed day. well, everyday is a blessing but this one is different. it was a relief after a week of no pansinay and talking. this morning, me and monet had our weekly jogging to the rotonda and we had our rest in my old home- the creepy -no light apartment. my classes would start at 9:00 am and so i decided to have my shower there since there are still clothes left in my cabinet. monet left after 5 minutes and i heard someone opened the main door and i know it was kuya lloyd. we'd never talk for weeks because of something i had done which made him upset. he misunderstood everything. i don't want him to be in trouble. it was also for his own good. i thought he's already grown-up and understand why i'd done such a thing but it was the other way around. he never talked to me and that's why i moved here in the abao's place. te chang and monet knows that i can't afford not to talk to someone for a very long time. it was just a little tiny situation and i don't want to ruin our relationship just because of that. so while i was taking my shower, i was thinking of something to open up just to break the great mood of silence between me and him. so after my shower, I TALKED TO HIM. it was awkward at first because i don't know if he would listen or respond. but i just eat my pride and start the conversation. i was glad he responded. i know he also can't resist of not talking to me. i'm glad we're fine and i'm still hoping we could have the same bonding we had before. and also i'm still hoping he would understand everything that had happened.
hope everything will be okay kuya.
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