The Bracelet

I really feel terrible this night. I mean, the last 5 hours of my life. I was with a friend and it's his birthday (happy birthday again! :D) we ate at Inilog grill with the acoustic band. I love it, it makes me feel relax. That person always gave me a heart-pounding speechless surprises and i wasn't expecting any surprise from him this day because supposedly I should gave him a surprise because it's his day but I hadn't. So after eating, we went to St. Augustine Cathedral to light a candle so I just went with him. Then, we went to Jollibee and bought 2 rockyroad sundaes for my two girl friends. After that, we went back to the apartment and I was making my requirements while he was talking with my girl friend. So they just talked and i was just in the corner, browsing. My girl friend, borrowed my umbrella for awhile because she will go somwhere and then he approached me and asked some things about what I was doing. I was busy with my work and suddenly his hand interrupted me with a red box while saying "for you! Open it!" (i don't know if it's really the exact words.. er, it's something like that) so i was super shock because oh my! It's not my birthday! what's this! And my heart pounds so fast. I was about to open when i saw a familiar thing inside. I closed the box and gave it back to him. I can't accept the gift. Why? Because it's not supposedly for me. It was for her cousin. It was my favorite heart-designed bracelet and i was the one who picked that silver thingy. I was confused and troubled about that. I asked why and why but i can't accept his answers. Those were lame answers. So we spent an hour arguing about that bracelet and the rain started to pour down. It was raining so hard then that he can't go home so we talked about that because i was really shocked and upset. Ofcourse, i was flattered because i love that bracelet and i think it's nice with my arms but the thing here is he bought that because it was supposed to be a birthday gift for her cousin. That's so frustrating. So i asked him over and over again about the reason "why he gave me the bracelet?" then there was a long pause and he asked me " do you think that there could be something if i'll give you this? (while holding the bracelet)" and i was speechless. I don't want to assume but i think i was right with what i'm thinking becuse of all his actions. Then we argue again. And he said, "ok, do you really want to know why?" and my heart keeps beating faster and still i'm speechless, then i said "go, tell me! " and he told me evrything why and that was a heart-wrenching moment with a little of flattered. And now, i don't know what to do with him. He's nice and he made me go "haller" almost always. But then, there are things which made me push back and said "no". There are 5 reasons but the top most of it is that i made a promise between myself and bestfriend JC (let me borrow the name friend) about my relationship with the opposite sex that i'll wait on His right timing and i had gave my pen to Him which means that i'll surrender my whole life like everything about me even the single and last strand of my hair. I don't want to break that promise. It was a pact. I just don't know how to explain it to him that he'll understand and that our relationship (friendship) will still be the same.