when things clash up

when you feel bad and upset to the people around you
when you feel like this is not a good day for you
when you had misunderstanding with the people so close to you
when you waited for a person for about an hour
when everyone stop texting you
when you lose a friend
when you feel alone in a crowd
when you feel like quitting
when you like crying while waiting for a multicab
when you can't stop your lacrimal gland to secrete tears
when everything clashed up...

just relax, take a deep breath, be patient enough to wait for the cab to arrive, eat green mangoes (it could mask the "almost-to-cry-face"), go home and when you're home, lock the door, cry as much as you want, blog everything, release the anger you've felt, watch something that can make you laugh, enjoy yourself and the next time you want to go out, JUST BRING YOURSELF!

i had realized, you can't have people to be by your side every second. Sometimes, it's nice to have a "ME TIME". just you alone. despite of everything, you still have yourself!