MARCH 21, 2011- *haizt DAY

    Siguro I have to write again.. I have no way of expressing what I feel everyday… and I think the people around me are tired of listening to my thoughts every single day. And besides they have their own problems too to solve and to feelings to express… I can define this day with a BIG *sigh*… :I It has been a long day. I went to school early to have our practice for the graduation rites and then settle clearances and stuffs for graduation. Then *HE called me… (*not just once… well, I think I need to write another story about this) and we had our lunch together… with Bim. I accompanied Bim complying her unresolved cases. Sa school, a lot of our batch mates had this undefined face… PROBLEMA GYUD NI. And I was right. It was their TOR… naay problem.. basta.. naluoy ko sa ila kay it would be another sakit sa ulo for them and I know tanan tao karon gasave gyud kay mahal na ang tanan butang sa world and to think all they want is to get their diplomas.. we all want that.. ok lang unta if force of nature ni nga di machange pero di man gud.. IT COULD BE CHANGE if they just want to HELP us… I know they had been through this stage so they should know what everyone feels… If one could just see the world now in a big picture… grabe KA-PANGIT… murag craving for money and money and money… I envy the Japanese attitude despite sa mga videos na ilang gispread sa facebook about animal cruelty and such things, they still have this attitude na makahilak ka na makainspire… this morning while I was riding motorela on my way to school… the rela driver stopped on the two Turkish gentlemen along Trinidad building… He greeted them "Günaydın " and the two men were amazed and nahappy gyud.. then the driver explained that he had worked at Qatar and he had Turkish friends.. then they asked "how are they? I mean are they good or bad?" then the rela driver said, "hmmm… some are good. Some are bad. JUST LIKE FILIPINOS" and everyone just laughed of the thought… BECAUSE HE WAS RIGHT… Lord, ienlighten sila... to my batch mates: DON'T LOSE HOPE… to everyone: LET US HELP EACH OTHER… J

first day high

it's officially my first day of class today.. since, we hadn't have our duty last Tuesday.- Well for today, it feels like the first day of college. I was annoyed by moving from one chair to another and my seatmates are all new. Time to gain new friends... It was a challenge for me to befriend with them since I'm not that super-friendly type of person. The instructors are all good. Looks like a sure win fight for this semester so all I have to think about is the review.. But then, I still have to work hard.. Again, the same dilemma during first days of classes -books. Hopefully, old classmates will lend their already-used books to me...

It's another start of the semester and hopefully the end of college life so this sem's goal: ENJOY THE REMAINING DAYS OF COLLEGE AND BE THE CREAM OF THE CROP!

when things clash up

when you feel bad and upset to the people around you
when you feel like this is not a good day for you
when you had misunderstanding with the people so close to you
when you waited for a person for about an hour
when everyone stop texting you
when you lose a friend
when you feel alone in a crowd
when you feel like quitting
when you like crying while waiting for a multicab
when you can't stop your lacrimal gland to secrete tears
when everything clashed up...

just relax, take a deep breath, be patient enough to wait for the cab to arrive, eat green mangoes (it could mask the "almost-to-cry-face"), go home and when you're home, lock the door, cry as much as you want, blog everything, release the anger you've felt, watch something that can make you laugh, enjoy yourself and the next time you want to go out, JUST BRING YOURSELF!

i had realized, you can't have people to be by your side every second. Sometimes, it's nice to have a "ME TIME". just you alone. despite of everything, you still have yourself!

before 2009 ends, i would like to post this blog...

location: pagadian city
activities: i had fun hanging out with high school friends. everyday we meet up at Gaisano City Mall. always had house party and it was so much happiness seeing classmates from elementary and high school. nice to be back home. nice to stroll around the city like we just walk here due to fare hike here. but it was fun. yesterday, i'm with my classmates. the egelz. we met @ twins palace. went to plaza and stroll around. picture picture everywhere and pretending like we're tourists in the place. dinner at alacart. Jastine was the treasurer of the night. went to peryahan after and ride the horrifying octopus ride. it was Reynel's fault. hahaha.. He really grab me and push me to ride that "non-therapeutic and uninsured ride". tried the perya games and it was a lot of fun. went to McDo after. they had no coke float or even sundae. so dot some fries. went home at 10 with Melvin. glad!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

For a change

    Now, people are thinking what would their new year's resolution would be. Me? I had been thinking this for months now. Everyone who knows me would say, I'm so dependent with my friends. I can't live in a room alone. I can't go out without somebody else. I can't make my own decisions. I always ask my friends' point of view, which is not too bad but too much can lead to something different… DEPENDENT! So, from this day on, I want to be the person who can stand alone.

Who can sit in a bench alone.

Walk through the school pathways alone.

Eat in the canteen alone.

Go to the mall alone.

Watch movies alone.

And decide for myself.

 

    Also, this day, I'm gonna make a wishlist for 2010. It's a list of the things I want to do, want to have and want to accomplish. Sounds selfish? Ayt… it's something I want for my life before another year would end. Here it goes.

• Advance white water rafting
  
• Long curly hair.
  
• Go to Bohol and explore the land.
  
• Attend the Singles Conference.
  

…. That's it for now. I'm gonna update this every now and then.. :D

the white water rafting adventure

Last Saturday, the long awaited event that was planned for decades has finally come. Despite of the left and right Christmas parties, the white-water rafting adventure was finally pursued. The night before, I was attending a house party at Grand Europa and went home around 7am. It was a bit cloudy and rained that morning which made the environment more exciting. We waited in front of Mister Donuts and ride the jeepney up to the starting point. We had a sidetrip at Macahambus cave and it was nice to know some historical places of Cagayan de Oro. As one of the tour guides quoted "this place was very important for the Kagay-anon's because they won!... in a battle." (hahaha… it was funny because we thought the Cagayan won an award because of the cave… hahaha) Anyway, when we arrived on the starting point of the rafting adventure, the guides had a demo on how to paddle, how to swim, what to do and what to expect. So, we're a little bit nervous but excited! The icy green-blue waters complement with the heat of the sun. Then, we're off to go. I'm with the Abao's while Marie and Kevin were with the Mariquez's. Ate Chang ignored to have Marie over our raft because she's… hmmm… noisy. Hahaha… On the first half, Kuya Kitty and Kuya Jason was in front of the raft, Me and Monet was in the middle then Ate Chang and a two tour guides were at the back (forgot their names *peace*). On the second half, Monet, Te Chang and I tried to be the captain of the raft. On the last part, Kevin and I switch rafts so I was with the Manriquez's then. Truly, Marie was very energetic and earsplitting. But it was fun to be with them. Even on the not-so-threatening rapids, she was shouting and screaming like we'll never survive that part. She even made a bad idea to let the guides count as she did. Hahaha… Cool!!! We went over 14 rapids not including the minor ones. We jump into the water for many times. We saw exotic and wild animals (including the wild horse, wild cow and wild goat). We saw the lava deposits of Mt. Kitanglad, the big stones and the lava area. It was tremendously fun! It was fun enjoying the nature, taking pleasure of God's wonderful creation (like we saw mountains forming like a sleeping woman), having the most wonderful time with your friends and family and experiencing extreme sports. With this great experience I learned a lot of things and realized something in life:

• I envy seeing the people in the area living so simple. Riding on their handmade bamboo raft carrying a bunch of bananas in exchange of sardines.
  
• I had been a tourist of my own country. Like, I was really amazed on their place and they were like "uh… naamaze ka nai?" hahaha.. Ignorante!!
  
• Lastly, life is like rafting. You have to be strong, be still, secure yourself and reach over the rope and the people around you when going over the rapids which are the difficult times of our lives. And like rafting, when going over the rapids we have to enjoy and laugh at it instead of letting the rapids overpower us in which we may stumble or fall. Let it be like an adventure and a nice experience. And after each rapid, don't forget to say, "HIGH FIVE!!!!" wohooooo….

new things for a new year

new year's coming up! and i had lined up a lot of things to do. that would include my blogs. i already had a new layout for UNLEASHED and so glad. it's nice as you can see in the header. by the way, i was the one who took that picture. it was in MOA last November 22. nice right? yah, i know.. hahaha.. hmmmm.. i was planning also to be a good photographer.. one of my wildest dreams.. hehehe... i'm gonna save for the camera they're talking about. errr. i don't really have idea about cameras. anyway, i'm loving my new blog before ending this year! have a happy new year everyone!